Update

Sorry guys! i know it's been forever since I've last posted. The sad part is...I don't even remember the last time I was feeling good enough to get on and write about what's been going on in my life lately.

As many of you know by now, I officially (well...not til sometime this week) have withdrawn from Snow. As Stephanie will put it...I'm not dropping out, I'm just transferring schools :) ha. I miss it already...mostly the people there! I've talked to some of my really close friends from down there and they've said that the hallway I was in just isn't the same anymore...it's quiet! Imagine that! Haha. I have a cute image on my myspace page that says "People who don't know me think I'm quiet...people who know me wish I were!" ha. It really describes me I think. The reason why I first decided to withdraw soon after I came home for Christmas break was because I did not want to pay $800 for one semester's books. Then when all my health problems got worse and more serious then I decided I needed to be around 1)people who will take care of me better than I can take care of myself and 2)the doctors that are trying to help me get better.

As far as health problems go...most people know that I have a lot. And that's an understatement. I have lost around 20 pounds over the last 3-4 months. I'm honestly a skeleton. My pelvis sticks out a good inch from my body and I'm all bony...not very comfy for a little baby to cuddle up to (I babysat last night and I think my boniness...I don't htink that's how you spell it...made her not be comfortable). I also lost my appetite completely so I'm struggling just to force myself to eat. If you wanna know details about my endoscopy I had this past week, I'll tell you in person or over email or something...but I don't really wanna post it here...mainly because not everyone wants to know.
Other than that, I'm all moved in with my family...and I'm in the process of finding a good singles ward to go to with younger people...and cute boys! :) haha. I sleep most of the day (somehow my nights and days got mixed up so I'm tired during the day and can't sleep at night), and just feel lazy. I'm not used to not being able to work,be up for too long, etc. I used to be a go-getter...now I'm well...not.

I'm also in need of a job...but that search isn't going too hot. I want to do the Medical Assistant program at BATC so when I go to Snow hopefully I'll be getting anywhere from $800-$1000 refund from what I had already paid for this semester. Especially since I'm going to get a Dr.'s order saying that it's best for me to not be there...if it's a Medical Reason with a dr's signature they'll generally refund money. So if I can get around that in refunds I'll just go to BATC full time and hopefully be able to land myself a job as an MA when I'm done.

I can't wait to go this week to visit my friends at Snow!!!!! I miss 'em all...haha...and all the crazy things we did.

Let's see...I also cut and dyed my hair...it's much darker now. At first I wasn't sure if I would like it much, but the color didn't turn out quite as bad as I thought it would. It looks pretty good now.

Well...that's about it. Not much else new...besides us getting an Xbox 360 for Christmas (we all pooled in our money). Then with my Christmas Bonus and part of that check I bought Rock Band...so since I'm home alone throughout the week I have something to do. ha. I'm getting pretty good...ha. I can play expert on the guitar and hard on the drums. I haven't tried singing much...but that's next on my list :)

Thanks to everyone who has been there for me the past couple weeks...I've definitely need(ed) your support because I've been pretty scared (and still am).

Love you guys!